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He Dwells
Among the Tombs
8. Thus tightening his hold upon himself, Antony departed to the tombs, which
happened to be at a distance from the village; and having bid one of his
acquaintances to bring him bread at intervals of many days, he entered one
of the tombs, and the other having shut the door on him, he remained within
alone. And when the enemy could not endure it but was even fearful that in
a short time Antony would fill the desert with the discipline, coming one
night with a multitude of demons, he so cut him with stripes that he lay
on the ground speechless from the excessive pain. For he affirmed that the
torture had been so excessive that no blows inflicted by man could ever have
caused him such torment. But by the Providence of God--for the Lord never
overlooks them that hope in Him--the next day his acquaintance came bringing
him the loaves. And having opened the door and seeing him lying on the ground
as though dead, he lifted him up and carried him to the church in the village,
and laid him upon the ground. And many of his kinsfolk and the villagers
sat around Antony as round a corpse. But about midnight he came to himself
and arose, and when he saw them all asleep and his comrade alone watching,
he motioned with his head for him to approach, and asked him to carry him
again to the tombs without waking anybody.
9. He was carried therefore by the man, and as he was wont, when the door
was shut he was within alone. And he could not stand up on account of the
blows, but he prayed as he lay. And after he had prayed, he said with a shout,
Here am I, Antony; I flee not from your stripes, for even if you inflict
more nothing shall separate me from the love of Christ. And then he sang,
though a camp be set against me, my heart shall not be afraid.
These were the thoughts and words of this ascetic. But the enemy, who hates
good, marvelling that after the blows he dared to return, called together
his hounds and burst forth, Ye see, said he, that neither
by the spirit of lust nor by blows did we stay the man, but that he braves
us, let us attack him in another fashion. But changes of form for evil
are easy for the devil, so in the night they made such a din that the whole
of that place seemed to be shaken by an earthquake, and the demons as if
breaking the four walls of the dwelling seemed to enter through them, coming
in the likeness of beasts and creeping things. And the place was on a sudden
filled with the forms of lions, bears, leopards, bulls, serpents, asps,
scorpions, and wolves, and each of them was moving according to his nature.
The lion was roaring, wishing to attack, the bull seeming to toss with its
horns, the serpent writhing but unable to approach, and the wolf as it rushed
on was restrained; altogether the noises of the apparitions, with their angry
ragings, were dreadful. But Antony, stricken and goaded by them, felt bodily
pains severer still. He lay watching, however, with unshaken soul, groaning
from bodily anguish; but his mind was clear, and as in mockery he said, If
there had been any power in you, it would have sufficed had one of you come,
but since the Lord hath made you weak you attempt to terrify me by numbers:
and a proof of your weakness is that you take the shapes of brute beasts.
And again with boldness he said, If you are able, and have received
power against me, delay not to attack; but if you are unable, why trouble
me in vain? For faith in our Lord is a seal and a wall of safety to us.
So after many attempts they gnashed their teeth upon him, because they were
mocking themselves rather than him.
10. Nor was the Lord then forgetful of Antony's wrestling, but was at hand
to help him. So looking up he saw the roof as it were opened, and a ray of
light descending to him. The demons suddenly vanished, the pain of his body
straightway ceased, and the building was again whole. But Antony feeling
the help, and getting his breath again, and being freed from pain, besought
the vision which had appeared to him, saying, Where wert thou? Why
didst thou not appear at the beginning to make my pains to cease? And
a voice came to him, Antony, I was here, but I waited to see thy fight;
wherefore since thou hast endured, and hast not been worsted, I will ever
be a succor to thee, and will make thy name known everywhere. Having
heard this, Antony arose and prayed, and received such strength that he perceived
that he had more power in his body than formerly.And he was then about
thirty-five years old.
Preface
Part I: Antony's Youth and First Struggles with
Demons
Part II: He Dwells Among the Tombs
Part III: He Goes to the Desert
Part IV: His Sermon to the Young Men
Part V: His Life in the Desert
Part VI: He Goes to the Inner Desert
Part VII: Advice and Assistance for
Visitors
Part VIII: His Discourses Against Schismatics,
Arians, and Pagans
Part IX: His Growing Fame
Part X: His Death
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