03-07-2013, 07:27 AM
Recent rumours about the gay underground etc in the Church have touched a nerve for me, and I need to vent.
Personally, when I was young and discerning my vocation MOST of the (NO) priests I went to for advice made me feel very uncomfortable to say the least. They turned me off joining the priesthood because they seemed a little too interested in me, rather than my vocation, to put it mildly. They all told me to be a priest, though I openly said that I didn't have a clear vocation. There's a few stories, but one that should matter most I guess is the openly camp priest in charge of vocations for my archdiocese, at a time when there were rumours of a homo element among the seminarians, who was ready to sign me up on the spot in spite of my reservations, in a "oh don't worry about all that come and join us" kind of way. I won't go into details, but his whole manner and way of thinking was creepy, and I didn't go near him again. Another priest was feeling himself through his pockets when I was telling him about my discernment issues (which were mainly about having had sex with girls but feeling drawn to Christ, to be honest). Literally most of about 10 priests I went to at that time gave me the creeps, in a way I couldn't put my finger on but just felt was "too personal" or something.
A few years ago I met a trad bloke who had left the seminary for reasons he wouldn't talk about at first. It turns out (as I suspected) that he was victimised by the gay power lobby in the seminaries, who were the pets of several bishops. He told me that there was actual sex going on, and not only that but it was almost considered a part of a genuine seminary experience - exploring your sexuality/ identity etc. Hearing his stories made me grateful to God for saving a young idealistic me from entering a seminary.
I totally believe that there are a lot of homos in the clergy and that they play power games, promote each other etc. I wouldn't be surprised if they have power in the Vatican, as the rumours are suggesting.
I also think that homosexuality is one of the worst evils possible. I'm not surprised that "the world" celebrates it these days, but I can't for the life of me understand why Catholics (even trad ones) seem to think it's some kind of complex issue that needs sympathy and discussion etc. It's just plain awful. I've known a few people who got caught up in it and I've met a couple of the older predator types who suck young people into it, and I can't think of many things that do more damage to the soul. I don't know why pedophilia is considered the worst evil left on earth but homosexuality is something worthy of sympathy, let alone tolerance, let alone celebration.
It is anti-truth and those who are caught up in it redefine truth to avoid their consciences. Then they band together, and redefine truth to others, to bring new members into the club. I believe this has happened in the Western Church to such an extent that it's time to do something about it. The "spirit of V2" has opened up a can of worms in this area, and I hope that it's time for it to be called out and dealt with by a heroic Pope.
End of venting.
Personally, when I was young and discerning my vocation MOST of the (NO) priests I went to for advice made me feel very uncomfortable to say the least. They turned me off joining the priesthood because they seemed a little too interested in me, rather than my vocation, to put it mildly. They all told me to be a priest, though I openly said that I didn't have a clear vocation. There's a few stories, but one that should matter most I guess is the openly camp priest in charge of vocations for my archdiocese, at a time when there were rumours of a homo element among the seminarians, who was ready to sign me up on the spot in spite of my reservations, in a "oh don't worry about all that come and join us" kind of way. I won't go into details, but his whole manner and way of thinking was creepy, and I didn't go near him again. Another priest was feeling himself through his pockets when I was telling him about my discernment issues (which were mainly about having had sex with girls but feeling drawn to Christ, to be honest). Literally most of about 10 priests I went to at that time gave me the creeps, in a way I couldn't put my finger on but just felt was "too personal" or something.
A few years ago I met a trad bloke who had left the seminary for reasons he wouldn't talk about at first. It turns out (as I suspected) that he was victimised by the gay power lobby in the seminaries, who were the pets of several bishops. He told me that there was actual sex going on, and not only that but it was almost considered a part of a genuine seminary experience - exploring your sexuality/ identity etc. Hearing his stories made me grateful to God for saving a young idealistic me from entering a seminary.
I totally believe that there are a lot of homos in the clergy and that they play power games, promote each other etc. I wouldn't be surprised if they have power in the Vatican, as the rumours are suggesting.
I also think that homosexuality is one of the worst evils possible. I'm not surprised that "the world" celebrates it these days, but I can't for the life of me understand why Catholics (even trad ones) seem to think it's some kind of complex issue that needs sympathy and discussion etc. It's just plain awful. I've known a few people who got caught up in it and I've met a couple of the older predator types who suck young people into it, and I can't think of many things that do more damage to the soul. I don't know why pedophilia is considered the worst evil left on earth but homosexuality is something worthy of sympathy, let alone tolerance, let alone celebration.
It is anti-truth and those who are caught up in it redefine truth to avoid their consciences. Then they band together, and redefine truth to others, to bring new members into the club. I believe this has happened in the Western Church to such an extent that it's time to do something about it. The "spirit of V2" has opened up a can of worms in this area, and I hope that it's time for it to be called out and dealt with by a heroic Pope.
End of venting.