So Tired of Going to Confession...
I'm sorry you are going through this, but you must try and look at it another way.  Your engagement that you feared for awhile was on the rocks, has ended.  You feel that God has abandoned you, maybe even is mocking you.  After a decade of agonizing and sinning you saw a glimmering hope through Holy Matrimony, which was so close, only to see it slip away.  You think there's no point, but perhaps, just perhaps there is a reason this has happened.  You need a special man in your life, one who will love you and help you, maybe even "keep up" with you.

It could be God, through this miserable fate that has befallen you, was trying to spare you of an even more wretched fate.  You think being single and horny blows,  try being married and horny, and a husband who doesn't give a crap whether you are satisfied or not. (sorry for the crassness) 

Marriage is a tough business, and I'm sure you would be on the verge of suicide if you woke up one day and realized you are married to a man who doesn't return any love, doesn't do anything around the house, doesn't try hard at his job, and doesn't care if you are breathing or not...seldom is in the mood, and when he could blink and miss whether or not he even had sex with you...and he doesn't even have the common courtesy to help you out.  You wake up and realize this has been your life, your marriage, for 10 years, and there's no way cannot divorce, you cannot annul, you no longer can pine, as you can now, about finding Mr. Right because you're married to him and he's a ((Trump voice)) "Total Loser"

So hang in there, keep praying, keep going to Confession, thank God that he preserved you from a wretched marriage and ask him to point you in the right direction, and as someone said consider Catholic counseling for your addiction.  

Remember the heavier the cross, the greater the glory.
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RE: So Tired of Going to Confession... - by austenbosten - 04-16-2018, 12:43 PM
RE: So Tired of Going to Confession... - by Zubr - 04-16-2018, 02:49 PM

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