I kinda get scared....
don't know..
People are talking about the condition of heaven, I just read a really good book that describes heaven
St Rober Bellarmine, The Eternal Happiness of the Saints
http://dl.dropbox.com/u/37259614/Spiritu...larmin.pdf
Check out the Table of Contents
PREFATIO ...2
PREFACE...2
BOOK I. CHAPTER I. THE EXTENT OF THE KINGDOM OF GOD. ...3
CHAPTER II. - THE INHABITANTS OF THE KINGDOM OF GOD...4
CHAPTER III. THE MONARCHICAL FORM OF THE KINGDOM OF GOD. ...6
CHAPTER IV. ALL THE BLESSED ARE KINGS. ...7
CHAPTER V. THE HAPPINESS ENJOYED IN THE KINGDOM OF GOD...9
CHAPTER VI. WHAT IMPORTANCE MEN ATTACH TO EARTHLY KINGDOMS, AND WHAT IMPORTANCE OUGHT TO BE ATTACHED
TO THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN...12
CHAPTER VII. THE FIRST MEANS OF ATTAINING TO THE KINGDOM OF GOD...14
CHAPTER VII. THE SECOND MEANS OF ATTAINING TO THE KINGDOM OF GOD...15
CHAPTER IX. - THE THIRD MEANS OF ATTAINING THE KINGDOM OF GOD...16
CHAPTER X. THE FOURTH MEANS OF ATTAINING THE KINGDOM OF GOD...17
BOOK II. CHAPTER I. ON THE BEAUTY OF THE CITY OF GOD...19
CHAPTER II ON THE CONCORD AND PEACE OF THE CITY OF GOD. ...20
CHAPTER III ON THE LIBERTY OF THE CITY OF GOD...21
CHAPTER IV. ON THE SITUATION AND FORM OF THE CITY OF GOD...23
CHAPTER V. ON THE FOUNDATIONS AND GATES OF THE CITY OF GOD...23
CHAPTER VI. ON THE WALLS AND STREETS OF THE CITY OF GOD...25
CHAPTER VII. ON THE TEMPLE OF THE CITY OF GOD. ...26
CHAPTER VIII. ON THE MEAT AND DRINK IN THE CITY OF GOD. ...28
CHAPTER IX ON THE MYSTICAL FOUNDATION OF THE CITY OF GOD. ...29
CHAPTER X. ON THE MYSTICAL GATE OF THE CITY OF GOD...30
CHAPTER XI ON THE MYSTICAL STONES OF THE CITY OF GOD. ...32
CHAPTER XII. ON FLYING FROM THE CITY OF THIS WORLD...34
BOOK III. - CHAPTER I. ALL THE BLESSED ARE THE FAMILIAR SONS OF GOD. ...37
CHAPTER II. THE MAGNITUDE AND BEAUTY OF THE HOUSE OF GOD...38
CHAPTER III. THE CHAMBERS IN THE HOUSE OF GOD...39
CHAPTER IV. ON THE COUCHES IN THE HOUSE OF GOD. ...40
CHAPTER V. ON THE COURTS OF THE HOUSE OF GOD...42
CHAPTER VI. ON THE FIRST GATE OF THE HOUSE OF GOD, WHICH IS FAITH...43
CHAPTER VII. ON HOPE, WHICH IS THE SECOND GATE OF THE HOUSE OF GOD. ...44
CHAPTER VIII. ON CHARITY, WHICH IS THE THIRD GATE...46
CHAPTER IX. ON HUMILITY, WHICH IS THE FOURTH GATE. ...47
CHAPTER X. MORE CONSIDERATIONS ON FAITH...49
CHAPTER XI MORE CONSIDERATIONS ON HOPE...50
CHAPTER XII. OTHER CONSIDERATIONS ON CHARITY. ...50
CHAPTER XIII. OTHER CONSIDERATIONS ON HUMILITY...51
CHAPTER XIV. THE NECESSITY OF ENTERING THIS GATE, HOWEVER NARROW, IF WE WISH TO BE SAVED. ..................................................52
BOOK IV. CHAPTER I. TRUE JOY IS TO BE FOUND IN HEAVEN...53
CHAPTER II. ON THE JOY OF THE UNDERSTANDING. ...54
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CHAPTER III. ON THE JOY OF THE WILL,...56
CHAPTER IV. ON THE JOY OF THE MEMORY...57
CHAPTER V. ON THE JOY OF THE EYES...58
CHAPTER VI. ON THE JOY OF THE EARS. ...59
CHAPTER VII. ON THE JOY OF THE NOSTRILS. ...60
CHAPTER VIII. ON THE JOY THE SENSES OF TOUCH AND TASTE WILL HAVE...61
CHAPTER IX. THE JOYS OF HEAVEN COMPARED WITH THOSE OF EARTH...62
CHAPTER X. THE EARTHLY AND HEAVENLY PARADISE COMPARED...63
CHAPTER XI. THE GOODS OF THIS WORLD, AND THOSE OF THE EARTHLY PARADISE COMPARED WITH THE JOYS OF THE
HEAVENLY PARADISE...64
CHAPTER XII. ON THE PRICE THAT PARADISE WAS PURCHASED AT, COMPARED WITH PARADISE ITSELF....................................................65
BOOK V. CHAPTER I. ON THE TREASURE HIDDEN IN A FIELD...66
CHAPTER II. ON THE PRECIOUS PEARL. ...68
CHAPTER III THE LABOURERS IN THE VINEYARD. ...70
CHAPTER IV. ON THE TALENTS...73
CHAPTER V. THE PARABLE OF THE SUPPER. ...77
CHAPTER VI. THE PARABLE OF THE WISE AND FOOLISH VIRGINS...80
CHAPTER VII. ON THE PRIZE. ...83
CHAPTER VIII. ON THE CROWN. ...86
It's about the condition of heaven. After reading it you get a good sense of what heaven will look like.
I also tried to read the Art of Dying well, by St Robert Bellarmine, but I can't help feeling very scared of my own sins and having to meet Jesus so soon.
The prophecy doesn't bring good peace :(
Besides, Jesus said also in the end times there will be persecutions.
I'm kinda preparing for that too.... oh my... Jesus have mercy on me a sinner