I HATE learning
#1
Exclamation 
Yes that is right. I hate learning. I hate reading too. I used to like learning and reading but no longer enjoy it. And I have to enjoy something to gain from it, and I enjoy nothing. I tried a puzzle in Vox article on Prudence and I did not get it. If I no longer enjoy doing anything. How can I gain a taste for learning? I have except for parts of Imitation of Christ, I have only stuck to the Four Gospels and a couple epistles that is IT. My mind can't take it anymore. I rejected everything I learned since kindergarten and could barely do multiplication as I found it useless.
"If we do not supply the chains, who will chain the supplies?"

Karl Marx I PROMISE it will work this time Vol 3


"Mein Fuhrer, I can walk!"

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#2
Sad 
I am sorry if this disappoint people but I lost the love of learning years ago as well as reading.


I also have no taste for the sciences. There was a video from Zedta about jetpacks. To me it is about as interesting as dogcrap. I find the things of life frivolous and boring


Edit: Will I go to Hell for this?


I want to love learning but it is like pulling teeth for me to learn even (not so) advanced things.

My mind is shot to pieces.

I want the virtue of prudence, but to get it will be an unimaginably painful ordeal for me.
"If we do not supply the chains, who will chain the supplies?"

Karl Marx I PROMISE it will work this time Vol 3


"Mein Fuhrer, I can walk!"

A German...possibly
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#3
I don't know anything about your circumstances so I don't want to presume anything, but have you heard of a dopamine detox?

If you cut down on the quick easy sources of dopamine (mostly screen related: social media, constant news scrolling, video games, porn, etc.) then you start to enjoy the normal ways of earning dopamine; things that normally require hard work.
Remember, O Christian soul, that thou hast this day, and every day of thy life: God to glorify- Jesus to imitate- The Angels and Saints to invoke- A soul to save- A body to mortify- Sins to expiate- Virtues to acquire- Hell to avoid- Heaven to gain- Eternity to prepare for- Time to profit by- Neighbors to edify- The world to despise- Devils to combat- Passions to subdue- Death perhaps to suffer- Judgment to undergo.
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(01-13-2022, 06:53 PM)iona_scribe Wrote: I don't know anything about your circumstances so I don't want to presume anything, but have you heard of a dopamine detox?

If you cut down on the quick easy sources of dopamine (mostly screen related: social media, constant news scrolling, video games, porn, etc.) then you start to enjoy the normal ways of earning dopamine; things that normally require hard work.
I do spend much of my day on the computer and that is something to do with it. But I have trouble because among other things...music. I don't listen as much as I used to but it is hard not to ring music where i go. I could get and IPOD but that would require paying for songs  I currently listen to for free but I also have a CD player but much of my taste is music is eclectic. I will also state it is one of 2 places (if you don't count Church) where besides the bathroom...I can have privacy...especially after a day at work. I also just woke up from a nap because I was reading scripture and i enjoyed it. BUT I get this from my my Mom...when I read something really good....I fall asleep. it used to be I could read an entire book in one or 2 nights. But now it is like melatonin. So how do I read without being sleepy? Also, except for church and the occasional conversation with a lay person or a priest and at work...THIS place is my only one where I can meet people who are...real. Most people I experience I hardly know them or if I know them they do thing that make me cringe...like denying Hell is real. Or Socialism works...or muh constitution. Or ESPECIALLY... who obeys the Covid 'priests' and their bile that they puke out out for all to consume like pigs in a trough. I used to go to a place for those with special needs and drug abuse...but the cult of Covid is such there that If it were not for work, I would not go there most likely. Also because I will be blunt this covid business has really sorted out those who question the narrative and those who do not. It is hard to relate to people who take the Media 'gospel' seriously and not question. Say what you want about Trump...but he really pissed off the media, and proved them to be subversives. 4 years not stop of "cheetoh man bad" and "he is literally Hitler" "The guy has said a lot of stupid things, and I strongly criticize him creating the blasted 'vaccines' but anyways All of a sudden...they care about your health. OH NO NO NO NO! I DO NOT forget your ranting and raving like that. YOU ARE FAKE NEWS. And he is right about that. Journalism is virtually dead mainstream. They could not stay unbiased if it meant the salvation of everything they loved. Freaking CHUCKLEHEADS! and the fact that people seem to trust them after all the breaches of moral ethics in regards to reporting the truth. You would have had to have been either sleeping under a freaking boulder or blinder than a bat or dumber than pig crap.
"If we do not supply the chains, who will chain the supplies?"

Karl Marx I PROMISE it will work this time Vol 3


"Mein Fuhrer, I can walk!"

A German...possibly
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#5
I can kind of relate to where you're coming from. I don't hate to learn but I had a stroke a few years ago and it makes reading and concentrating rather laborious. For me finishing a book is really time-consuming whereas before I was able to go through them really rapidly because I was a bookworm. To make matters worse I have also been diagnosed with PTSD, major depressive disorder and generalized anxiety. To keep my mind active I watch documentaries online and listen to audiobooks from the library. I'm also trying to go through the entire Bible for a second time by listening to a Bible in a year podcast from the Amen and Hallow apps, and reading a Catholic Bible in a year ebook on Kindle. Little tiny baby steps so that I don't wither away and die mentally and spiritually. I'll keep you in my prayers because I know how you feel and it must be rough.
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(01-13-2022, 09:31 PM)Anon777 Wrote: like denying Hell is real. Or Socialism works...or muh constitution. Or ESPECIALLY... who obeys the Covid 'priests' and their bile that they puke out out for all to consume like pigs in a trough.
 It's difficult to discuss with people leaning too much left or use the word "vaccine" every three words... I'm not exactly good at public relations either, but sometimes you discover they have also some good things to say, besides the occasional rants.
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(01-14-2022, 06:23 AM)NoliTardare Wrote:
(01-13-2022, 09:31 PM)Anon777 Wrote: like denying Hell is real. Or Socialism works...or muh constitution. Or ESPECIALLY... who obeys the Covid 'priests' and their bile that they puke out out for all to consume like pigs in a trough.
 It's difficult to discuss with people leaning too much left or use the word "vaccine" every three words... I'm not exactly good at public relations either, but sometimes you discover they have also some good things to say, besides the occasional rants.
There is NOTHING to discuss with leftists as far as I care. The ONE thing I can't stand about most people..is the LIES they believe. I...HATE...LIES. I do not care if they friendly otherwise. They contain error WHICH I HATE IMMENSLY. All my life I wanted the Truth, ands now that I have Him...I can only look at the lies of the world with GREAT...HATRED. I CANNOT begin to describe my hatred of lies. I even told my boss and others that those afraid of Covid should work with Ebola...so they can know REAL danger real HORROR. 'Modern man' is nothing but a skulking coward, ands I despise COWARDICE. NOT cowards.


Point is when someone believes a lie/error. I. WANT. NOTHING...to do with them. I want nothing to do with those that hold error. Even if we have similar interests. I want no business with their error. I see leftists as mostly 'subversives' poisoning the minds of the innocent and would punish left leaning 'intellectuals' by solitary confinement in a cold bare concrete cell for the remainder of their days. Modern man is a cruel vicious beast I want no part with. I DO NOT HATE LEFTISTS...only their errors. Which means I avoid them like the plague


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